I hatw Sunday evening anxiety :(, man seriously wtf?
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signals. thinking about shifting my mental framework to identify signals instead of waiting for concepts to be assembled. exploring the amount of energy and opportunities for distractions through the operations of processing what just happened and what is happening to short circuit latent and unnecessary systems. cut through the assembly processes and identify the raw signals. recognizing that naming these "raw signals" is misleading. maybe, shifting observability lower in the stack.
Last year I wasn't feeling too good.
I turned forty, waited for surgery, and was hurt by my own colleagues. So I dealt with things. Maybe not so well, but to the best of my ability.
One of the consequences was that I got a bit heavy. My body changed, and I didn't feel like myself. It was a problem for future me. So now I am here with this little belly of mine. We're not enemies, but I decided it's time to part ways.
So I count calories. Maybe not so well, but to the best of my ability.
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เถฏ เถดเทเทเทเถบ เถฏเทเท. เทเทโเถปเท เถฝเถเถเทเทเท เทเทเถธ เถธเทเทเถบเถเถธ เถดเทเถฑเท เทเถณ เถดเทเถบเถฑ เถฏเทเท เถดเทเถฏเท เถฑเทเทเทเถฉเท เถฏเทเถฑเถบเถเท. เทเทเทเถเท เถดเทเทเทเถบ (เถธเทเถบเท เถธเท) เถฝเทเถเถบเถงเถธ เถฑเทเทเทเถฉเท เถฏเทเถฑเถบเถเท.
Today is Poya Day. The full moon day of every month in Sri Lanka is a public holiday. Vesak Poya (May) is a holiday for the whole world.

